Four days ago was the one month mark since we buried Mom. With time it’s beginning to sink in that I no longer have a mom on this earth. It has been a very difficult concept for my mind to grasp. As of today I have lived 6,896 days. My Mom was apart of 6,858 of those days. She was alive with me for literally 99.4 percent of my current life. However, as days come and go, that percentage begins to decrease. The reality of not having a mom here with me sinks in the more days I spend without her. So, where the amount of physical days my Mom spent with me on earth has ended, the amount of influence she had on me and others she touched lives on.
There are two ways in which Kristen Sauder continues to live: 1. She is currently alive in heaven 2. She lives on with her legacy inside of us. One of Dad’s favorite quotes by D.L Moody is, “Someday you will read in the paper that Moody is dead. Don’t you believe a word of it. At that moment I shall be more alive than ever before.”
Let us honor Mom by carrying on her legacy. How can we do that? By existing to love and honor Jesus Christ, living for his kingdom and letting our lights shine, so that others will become fully devoted to him-just as she did.
-Drew
Dearest young Drew,
Beautifully said! I love that your faith is mature and authentic, even though your heart breaks! Knowing you keep turning this back over to God brings peace to those of us who continue to pray for you and your family! I too love Moody’s quote and ascribe to it wholeheartedly! He gives GREATER GRACE, Drew! Stand firm in His truths! How deeply you are loved! Missing Mom with you…
So true…love this Drew. Praying for all of you.
Dear Drew, Thank U for Reminding Us what we can do to Honor Your Mom. She has raised an awesome Son! — Many Prayers for your Family! CMR
I think of your mom at least a couple of times per week (or more). I am challenged by her love for Jesus and her love for her family. I am challenged to live each day so that it counts for Jesus. I know you must miss her so much. Don’t be afraid to let yourself feel that loss. We are praying for your family.
As I have continued to read Kristen’s website, I am reminded each and every time how you, her family, are living out her ministry. Amid the pain and sadness you display such joy in her life and, yes, even in her death. Satan has not won this battle! Glory be to our mighty Saviour!! Now her legacy lives on in each of you~ blessings as you travel life~ and btw~ I too love Moody’s quote… What an awesome thought!! I have used it many times.
Absolutely true…and what an awesome encouragement Drew! I know how your heart aches w/o your mom…more importantly, so does Jesus…continue embracing His love for you!!
“Beautiful Words, Wonderful Words, Wonderful Words of Life” describe your Mom’s legacy & not just words. She oozed w/the love of Jesus by her example & you sweet Drew, your sisters & your Dad are living it out despite your pain. Our love & prayers remain w/all of you daily. It’s a tough thing when reality begins to take hold after such a huge part of us goes to live w/Jesus. She lives on in sooo many hearts & will for always. Keep shining for Jesus & your Mom!,
Drew you are so right. We think of you often. Even though she is not physically present she is with you daily, she is with you. You are so fortunate to have so much of her ministry to listen to. She left so many messages for you and the world to watch. Her legacy lives on through you . I hope the pain eases just knowing she is no longer in pain. She was taken to early but left more behind than most would leave in 90 years. Peace and Blessings and I know you will do great things with your life.
Kim Burger ( Blake’s Mom )
Drew, this is my first time to the blog and I am so proud of you and amazed by the strength in your words. I see so much of my sister in you. You and your family are such an inspiration to myself and mine. Thank you to my favorite nephew, uncle Matt
Drew, Thank you for your sharing your heart. I am getting ready to go through the fight that your mother has gone through. I get my PET scan on Monday and meet with the Lung surgeon on Wednesday. This will be my second round battling cancer which I believe the Lord carried me through the first time.
I have a 16 year old daughter and wonderful husband that would covet your prayers through what lies ahead. I am praying to God with a guarded heart as I am overwhelmed as to what lies ahead. I have prayed to God that like David preparing for battle, the one that is before us, that He be victorious in it, casting down the enemy in its tracks. I realize that we all are merely passing through in this world and until God calls me home I am to fight and claim His name, power over death, his saving grace and mercy. While I know your heart is full of grief with the loss of your mother, would you pray interceding prayers for me and my family? May the Lord use where you are now for his kingdom’s glory. God bless you and your family